Honestly

I have hurt people I love
I have hurt myself
I told lies to cover it up
But I’m coming clean now
I’m not perfect
I’m not trying to be
I’m just doing the best that I can
To live honestly
Well I still fight with my body
And I still try to play God
I am always balancing between now
And the me time forgot
Honestly, I still get afraid
I’m not doing what I’m supposed to do
But you say fear is just the absent of faith
So keep me close to you
When I am too weak to
I’m still working on these walls
But I do believe in trust
So even though I’m starting out small
For today
It’s enough
Cause I’m not perfect
I’m not trying to be
I’m just doing the best that I can
To live honestly
To live honestly