Aegrotatio

we’re searching for something but we are somehow incomplete
and don’t know to get complete
there is no reason
understanding or hope of avoiding it
we are meaning seeking creatures in a meaningless world
deep inside we all know
we are going to die and that bothers us
this is the game
we have to built our lives
we get fascinated
by all the wrong things
we are limiting others and ourselves
lost in a sea of anxiety
confusion, fear, desire and ignorance
Why do we suffer
what we have done in the past is catching up to us
suffering is educational
learn from making mistakes is the most common way to become a slave of our
affection
we are in some kind of trance or spell
hypnosis of life
we are here to get an acculturation
the hypnosis of life
why do we suffer hidden
cause we need the pain unsung
to realize we’re alive lonesome
we are thankless
egoists by nature unfame
scream it out loud friendless
scream it all out nameless
scream
if we could break through
we wouldn’t suffer any more
from the beginning to the end nothing belonged to us