I Think I'm Changing

I hear my breathing
Eyes shut but wide awake
I thought this game was near it’s end
I’ve gone and hit the glass again
I long for dreaming
I weave a figure eight
I’ve walked this road, I know it well
But something’s off and I can tell
If I could go back change anything
I don’t know who I’d be
I know shouldn’t get stuck
Think what could have been
I try living here now
See what I can see
But I’m going down
I know that I’m changing
But it’s not fast enough
Even with my failings
I thought I’d make it out now
I know that I’m changing
But it’s not fast enough
Even with my failings
I thought I’d make it out now
This time’s no different
I’d like to think it is
So tell me what I really see
The same small world on top of me
If I could go back change anything
I don’t know who I’d be
I know shouldn’t get stuck
Think what could have been
I try living here now
See what I can see
But I’m going down
I know that I’m changing
But it’s not fast enough
Even with my failings
I thought I’d make it out now
I know that I’m changing
But it’s not fast enough
Even with my failings
I thought I’d make it out now