Blue Screens

Is this just a day dream?
I’m hoping that it’s all in my head
Tell me why I’m chasing the sun beams
When once again they leave me for dead
Like watching a repeat
I’m tripping down again and again
Feels like I am tied to the blue screens
They kill me but it’s hard to forget
I write you out a love song
And send it on the breeze
It’s never quite the right one
It’s never done with ease
But it’s all I have
I’m lost in the envy
Can’t see what I hold in my hands
Try and try to get me to unsee
Where I thought we surely would land
Thought I was ready
Take me back to where it began
I can feel these thoughts getting heavy
Getting scared I won’t understand
I write you out a love song
And send it on the breeze
It’s never quite the right one
It’s never done with ease
But it’s all I have