I Am Aware

For the rest of your life
You’ll have to abide by me
Hearin' you try
Hearin' you try, it will kill me
But I am aware
Far more aware than I have been
Force you to breathe
Desperately delayin' burial
For the rest of my life
I’ve begun to realize I’m imploding
I wasted in rhyme
I wasted on time bombs exploding
'Cause I am aware
Far more aware than I have been
Truthfully scared
It’s only fair you are drowning
For the rest of your life
You’ll begin to admire the holy
Hearin' you cry
Seein' you die will surround me
'Cause I am aware
Far more aware than I have been
Never quite there
Never quite scared as I should be
So for the rest of your life
You will have to decide boldly
Fear is in me
Fear is just found in the needy
'Cause I am aware
Far more aware than I have been
Force you to breathe
Desperately delayin' burial
Yeah I am aware, Yeah I am aware, Yeah I am aware
And you have been
Yeah I am aware, Yeah I am aware, Yeah I am aware
Far more aware than I have been