Parts

I’m sitting here crying cause I’m alive
I don’t know why
I’m still in this country
Hole in my heart but all the parts still work at night
When worry floods me
And I feel ashamed
Because phantom fears are bore in
And I’m trying to be brave
Fallin asleep with books in my bed
I dream in fear
The last words you said when
You packed up your things and left me for dead
I hope you’ll be back here again
But now I feel ashamed
Because what’s the use in crying?
When I’m trying to be great
No you and me
Just the sounds of my voice in the void of this house
I look froze in the tree
Staring me down until I’m fearless again