In August

In August
If I’m honest
We were on each other’s team
Then autumn came
With all it’s fade
I wonder how you’ve been
Oh, I have lost your friendship
What does that say about me?
Don’t look back now
Am I meant to find
Some strength in me
Hidden where I’ll never see it?
Is it obvious?
And if I can own
Up to what I’ve done
Then I’ll get it together
Will you follow?
In April
I felt capable
I didn’t need you here
Eclipsed back into summer
God, how has it been a year?
I could go out walking
But I don’t want to leave my room
You’ve broken your promise
What does that say about you?
Am I meant to find
Some strength in me
Hidden where I’ll never see it?
Is it obvious?
And if I can own
Up to what I’ve done
Then I’ll get it together
Will you follow?
Don’t look back now