What's Behind

finally, the way i carry myself comes naturally
but i don’t understand how i can change
when you’re around me something’s wrong
release this vice, cuz i’m frustrated
i can’t keep hiding in this smile.
but i’ll try to for a little longer.
i can’t stop lying to myself.
i’m stuck between
these lines i’m drawing.
i can’t keep crying.
it’s your brown eyes that keep me here.
i’m stalling, but i’m not trying to.
there must be something else that i can do to keep you here.
forgive me, i don’t know how to act
when you’re near me something pulls me back.
you say you feel the way i do,
but i don’t see it.
i’m lost again.
i’m sick of searching.
i can’t keep lying.
it’s your brown eyes that keep me here.
behind those eyes there’s something more.
i’m falling for more than just another pretty face.
i adore you so.