Cortical Spreading Darkness

Out of nowhere a usurping promise
A hideous reversion into painful re-existence
A biochemical thunderstorm of relentless retrospection
The smashing hammer of blackest affection
You down-dragging force, a parasite all along
The irreversible downfall which I ever since prolong
Daze me with your black-lectric stings
In haste I surrender
Ill-lumen me with your white poison wings
You false pretender!
I can feel your defiant presence!
Cortical Spreading Darkness!
An arcane existence from within
Cold claws soaked in sin
carving their way into my labyrinth
I feel no pain
My trembling thoughts, just as my flesh
are diffusing into a state of painful separateness
The pulse generating white halo monster
Is pulling the strings of my demise
Save me!!!
The way back is just an illusion to keep the prey alive
I can feel your defiant presence!
Cortical Spreading Darkness!
The curse of my life, my strength for which I would die