Down Spiral Depersonification

Swirling down this usurping vortex
Into the deepest realms of all
I have lost the path — it is senseless
To resist its agonizing call
Reaching… Reaching for the beginning
Escaping from pain screaming memories
Where no remedies ever helped me out
I am falling deeper into what truly is
The oppressed sides of myself screaming out loud
This back breaking pain is deafening my ears
A thousand thunders inside of my head
I am devoured by this emotional morass
These unbearable screams — will I be dead?
Words unspoken — like deafening menaces —
Reverberating prophecies of destruction
Saturating this prosperous darkness
which comes over me like a cureless infection
Plunged into my life-threatening illness
Self devouring suffocating screams
Assuming the shape of a continuous flow of darkness
The essence of Insanity’s bloodstream
NO! NO! Leave me — leave me alone!
Escape!
Plunged into my life-threatening illness
Self devouring suffocating screams