Only One

Am I the only one in my position?
I can’t help I wore the weight upon my knees
Now I can’t look back at the deposition
That is standing in a white dress in front of me
I look to my brother. He looks so happy
I don’t think he knows that, this is the last he’ll see of me
Thought I knew better
But you knew best
Yeah I might have wasted time but I was having fun
Then you pull me close to me
Try to remind myself to breathe
Then there’s a punch into my gut
Said you’re the only one
Am I the only one who needs permission?
Do what I want til you tell me no
I never saw the dirt of the opposition
As an opportunity to grow
I look to my mother. She looks so happy
I don’t think she knows that, this is the last she’ll see of me
Thought I knew better
But you knew best
Yeah I might have wasted time but I was having fun
Then you pull me close to me
Try to remind myself to breathe
Then there’s a punch into my gut
Said you’re the only one
I see not point in tradition
If we do things the same
How can we tell when we’ve changed?
I think I fell in love with the repetition
Of the way you shake your head when you say my name
I look to my lover
She looks so happy
Too often I wonder
If she can do the same fore me
Thought I knew better
But you knew best
Yeah I might have wasted time but I was having fun
Then you pull me close to me
Try to remind myself to breathe
Then there’s a punch into my gut
Said you’re the only one
Then there’s a punch into my gut
Said you’re the only one