Thousands Carybdea

Deeper and deeper, I sink in the water
Wondering if I’m wasting my time
The point of no return is passed
And I cannot expect any way back
This deep-sea diving has to end
Finish
Whatever it costs to me
It has to be
It’s a terrible but still beautiful choice
To descend in this darkness
A heaven in blue
I am not aware of time any longer
My psychological state is starting to decline
But I wanna know if it was only a dream
Earth to earth
Dust to dust
It’s getting worse
As I keep falling down
I must admit it
I lost my faith in the two universes
But then, a form of life suddenly appeared
I may have made a mistake
Forcing myself to be here
My conscience is not so clear
I brought my madness in here
The abyss; unexplored territory by mankind
I was waiting for the sentence
The agonizing pain that I felt
Left without leaving a single trace
Earth to earth
Dust to dust
It’s getting worse
As I keep falling down
I must admit it
I lost my faith in the two universes
But then, a form of life suddenly appeared