Secretary

do you want me to come down and try and reach you?
i will be your secretary if you want me to
it took your four blows to make me give up my world for you
and now that i am empty-handed why can’t i find you?
well, it’s four in the morning and your touch feels like death
but as long as i breathe i’ll stay alive
now i’ve found some self-respect and a man. we have a child
and now you break in, soaked in anger, to break me in two
well, i don’t give a damn about you now. i am not afraid
cause as long as i breathe i’ll stay alive
and it’s too soon to die