Abstract Concept

tell me a little lie
sing me a little song
tell me a little something, please
cause i don’t want to leave
and i don’t want to live
without knowing where i am
tell me how you breathe
tell me how you move
tell me how you sleep at night
with our last words raw
and our tears chocked
since we let our story die
everybody says the answers come
they say with time
but time is an abstract concept
it lingers on my mind
i’m learning how to breathe
learning how to move
i’m learning how to smile again
but everywhere i’ve been
and everywhere in between
i still don’t know where i am
everybody says the answers come
they say with time
but time is an abstract concept
it lingers on my mind
i’m too afraid to leave
i’m too afraid to live
i’m too afraid to turn this page
cause i’m tired of these endings
i’m tired of pretending that i know who i am
they say life brings life
they say a sad song dignifies pain
winter winds bring the spring
but it’s still ending
it keeps on ending
with every page we turn
everybody says the answers come
they say with time
but time is an abstract concept
it lingers on my mind
my sick mind
so never mind…