Wish

Please just give me a Chan Marshall eulogy
If I was ever anything at all
it’s all breaking news to me Breaking down in a rage
just to apologize
It’s really so strange
watching all these strangers sigh
If feels like I’m living
through my last days every day
On your strongest of days
you couldn’t make me feel any less insane
Wish the ongoing theme about me wasn’t «he's just crazy»
Wish I knew safety
Wish nothing phased me Wish I felt more than just feelings of unrest
Wish the darkness didn’t cloud me Wish I wasn’t an emotional wreck