I Don't Quite Remember

You’re my lowest low and highest high
Would I have chased it if I knew
Losing you meant I’d be half alive
I see you every time I close my eyes
But the image is discoloured now
Like a photograph that’s fading over time
And it hits me then
I don’t quite remember how your skin felt on my skin
I don’t quite remember all the little angles of your smile
It’s been awhile
Thought that I’d always remember
But I don’t quite remember
When I think I’m ready to move on
I find another trace of you
A corner of my mind you still can haunt
I’m scared deep down that might be what I want
To keep a little piece of you
Convince myself that you’re not really gone
But it hits me then
I don’t quite remember how your skin felt on my skin
I don’t quite remember all the little angles of your smile
It’s been awhile
Thought that I’d always remember
But I don’t quite remember
During the day, I’ll be alright
But it’s a different story at night
I get lonely
You’re not here to hold me
So I curl up in bed like I always do
Wrap myself up in my memories of you
But now lately
They’re getting hazy
And it hits me then
I don’t quite remember how your skin felt on my skin
I don’t quite remember all the little angles of your smile
It’s been awhile
Thought that I’d always remember
But I don’t quite remember