YOU'RE EXHAUSTING

I’m so tired
Of always trying to build you up
But when I’m feeling low myself
You make it about you somehow
And I was there
Each time you said you needed me
But you are nowhere to be found
When I’m the one breaking down
Now you come around and
Barge into my space but
All you want to do is
Show off all your pain and
Compare it to mine like
You think we’re the same
But we’re not
You don’t care what I’ve been through
'Cause you had it harder
I gave you so much but
You act like the martyr
You tell me I’m sharp then
Imply that you’re smarter than m
I can’t keep
Investing when ther’s no return
Spend energy that I don’t have
And I’m never getting back