A Breath of a Grief

Why do you lie that I need to die?
I don’t see the light at my tunnel’s end, but that’s where I wend
And borderline is not achieved, you lie my grief
Either you’ll penetrate me or I’ll round thee
Neither I need you near nor you should be here
To imagine you above is impossible enough
Thoughts are flying around
But vigor drags to the ground
Let me decide — I am alive, you’ve reached me out without doubts
That is the reason you’ve made the breathe in
Outstep the bound and make a breathe out
Just accept inexplicable prey and follow my way