The Decline

There’s an angel in my ear
But the devil sings more clear
Could you show me the way to Heaven dear?
And I’ve got these broken bones from a burden I won’t show
But I’m sure you’ll notice it, when I’m not here
And time is movin' on, so why can’t you?
And I knew all along, heaven help you
And I can’t mend these wounds, so I’m diggin' my grave, my own grave,
could you help me?
I hate this, is the way life should be?
I’m breaking down, down
I’m so defeated, is this what you wanna see?
Me breaking down, down
Hate me, degrade me, break me to nothin'
Cut me, fuck me, I wanna feel somethin'
I’m frontin' like I’m happy, but depression got the best of me
In my mind I end deceased, why can’t I just rest in peace?
The mark of the beast is carved in my face
I rock a hockey mask, but this ain’t Chrystal Lake
I’m straight from the grave, fresh from Hell’s gates
Pray for your god, but you won’t be saved
I bathe in the blood of the innocent, after I tear through their ligaments
Take em' and I drag em' to my basement, kill em' and I hide em' in the floor
under the cement
Can you keep a secret? I got a dead body, wanna see it?
I feel so defeated, mistreated
I can’t help it, I hate myself