Sometimes You Lose

how many times have i died?
how many times to survive?
how many times have i changed?
how many times?
sometimes you lose to be the winner
sometimes you shoot to be the hunted one
sometimes you move to be right where you stand
sometimes you lose
how many times have i walked in circles?
how many times to arrive?
how many times have i waited?
how many times?
sometimes you look to see nothing
sometimes you ruin to build a better place
sometimes you push to be stepped over
sometimes you lose
how many times have i hurt in silence?
how many times with no friends?
how many times have i changed?
how many times?