Something Beautiful

I am struggling to find a way to make myself attractive to You, attractive to You
I am trying to be more deserving of the gift You have to me, so free
It’s funny how all I can be is someone completely ugly
And yet when You look at me, You don’t see a wretch
You see a reflection of something beautiful
I am searching for the water that can wash me clean enough to earn Your love
I want to stop all the things that break Your heart, but come so natural to me,
naturally
I can’t believe you could fall in love with me