Like a Sheet of Coated Paper

Waiting all alone into the night
Gathering the strength to fight my fight
When my soul is torn apart in my mind
Waiting to be free
Waiting all alone, waiting for light
As I try to break my chains so tight
But the more I move, the tighter it gets
(And it chokes me)
If you call me back so late in the night
How can I tell if you’re sincere?
If the sound of your voice change to quiet and snow
How can I ignore a message so clear?
If a tiny detail somehow doesn’t feel right
How can I tell if you’re sincere?
If you start to treat me as an empress now
I still can smell my fear
My heart is like a sheet of coated paper
If you fold it up, and wrinkle up
It won’t be smooth again
Deploy it with the water
I’ll be flowing to the sea
They are like a rock and corps on the bed
I think about the million words unsaid
Prisoner of my own mind
Helpless against its will
If you call me back so late in the night
How can I tell if you’re sincere?
If the sound of your voice change to quiet and snow
How can I ignore a message so clear?
If a tiny detail somehow doesn’t feel right
How can I tell if you’re sincere?
If you start to treat me as an empress now
I still can smell my fear
My heart is like a sheet of coated paper
If you fold it up, and wrinkle up
It won’t be smooth again
Deploy it with the water
I’ll keep flowing to the sea
My heart is like a sheet of coated paper
If you fold it up, and wrinkle up
It won’t be smooth again