Enemy Inside

I close my eyes to no avail
Three days of aching sleepless
I wish these sheets would suffocate me while I wait
I love the cuts that make the lines
Arranged in beautiful designs
I fight with a sharp side of a razor blade
It’s not right I can’t escape the choice I made
One last chance to get me through tonight
One last dance with the lady dressed in white
I lost myself I lost my alibis
One last time to feed the enemy inside of me It’s getting harder to inhale
A quick fix to clear my secrets
Eyes dilate and stop the winding second hand
It turns the hours into days
Behind the sunset my life fades to gray
Alone again with a razor blade
It’s not right I can’t escape the choice I made
One last chance to get me through tonight
One last dance with the lady dressed in white
I lost myself I lost my alibis
One last time to feed the enemy
It’s quiet now
Like the moments after a murder
The younger me inside
Can’t believe the things he saw tonight
Face to face I’m screaming at myself
Face to face I’m screaming at myself for help
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight
One last chance to get me through tonight
One last dance with the lady dressed in white
I lost myself I lost my alibis
One last time to feed the enemy inside of me Inside of me One last chance to get me through tonight…