To Know A Ceiling Well

Can? t stop my eyes being wide
Can? t stop my mouth from breaking into a smile
A belt like a tie with a boot on my neck
watch my shoes sail into the sky and over the roof,
over the flat pack pre-fab to the factory next to the school
? a note on the fridge
cos you didn? t know what else to do
Flat on my back and I? m done
Flat on my back and I? m done
Flat on my back and I? m done
Can? t stop my mind running round
Can? t stop my? relentlessly flashing about
Encased in the sounds, when the boiler kicks in
? the ground
The light? s getting through, the curtains are closed
but the day? s creeping into the room,
I? ve so much to do, alarm getting closer,
I? ve gotta get myself to sleep soon
Flat on my back and I? m done
Flat on my back and I? m done
Flat on my back and I? m done
Flat on my back and I? m done