It's Got To Be Me

I don’t care for what’s coming next
It’s a matter of saying,
Of seeing the right context
I give up The hindmost dog may catch the hare
But I never catch nothing it’s startlingly unfair
I give up, it’s enough
It’s got to be me,
And I don’t wanna waste more time
I want to roam freely
With the best designed
But I collapse
Yes I collapse
In my own traps
Aahah! Whaah!
I don’t think you’ll ever understand
By what I mean when I say that I’m Alice in Wonderland
I give up I share my life with the Deadly Doubts
I’m the ostrich girl
grow my head in a hole in the ground
I give up it’s enough
It’s got to be me,
When I’m forced to bide my time
I want to roam freely
But with the most enlightened
I go blind
I go blind
With jealousy
I give up On my own luck
It’s got to be me,
And I don’t wanna waste more time
I want to roam freely
With the most divine
But I collapse
Yeah I collapse
It’s got to be me,
And I don’t wanna waste more time
I want to roam freely
With the most desired
But I collapse
Yeah I collapse
In my own traps
I give up On my own luck