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There’s nothing really wrong with me
I’m just choking almost constantly
There’s nothing really wrong with me
At 14 years old I finally had to say
No and at 14 years old I finally had to let go
And at 14 years old I was basically fully grown
I was 14 years old but still the saddest kid I’ll ever fuckin' know
I don’t really talk about it though
So I’ll pretend that I’m fine
Then proceed to watch my best friend lose her mind
There was nothing I could say or do
And there’s no amount of time that would’ve helped you
Although I tried too
Well there’s nothing really wrong with me
I’m just choking almost constantly
Oh there’s nothing really wrong with me
Well at 19 years old I still had never really been told
That at 19 years old I’m fucking allowed to fucking say no
And at 19 years old there’s only a few ways this could go
I was 19 years old but still not stronger than his hands across my throat
But that’s the way it goes
That’s the way it goes
There’s something really wrong with me
Cause I’m choking almost constantly
Oh there’s something really wrong with me