Lazy November Sky

Do not mistake my kindness for weakness
My heart can’t take anymore
She’ll survive but I swear when I die
You will know why
I had to sacrifice important things to me just to make ends meet
My mother told me once, son you’re a better man, learn to let things go
Break me down I’ll take the hard way out
And carry this weight that you left for me
Love had failed you completely
Where does that leave me?
For so long I looked up to you only because I had to
I knew your life, what you did and all that you’ve been through
What was it about her that you loved so much you changed her name?
Now you want separation and who do you blame?
There is a ghost in this room
And it knows all that you do
If these walls could speak
What do you think they would say to me?
I know your secrets, I know where you keep them
How long can you keep this up?
Feign the truth but it’s never enough
Break me down I’ll take the hard way out
And carry this weight that you left for me
Love had failed you completely
Where does that leave me?
Dear ma, I know it’s hard now
Don’t let his actions become your self doubt
I know your secrets
I know where you keep them
How long can you keep this up?
Feign the truth but it’s never enough