Chaos

Dear friend:
I’m writing you this
I don’t know where I’m going
I don’t know who I am
So much blood in the room
I don’t think that it’s mine
Possibly it’s yours?
Chaos
That’s my fucking way
That’s what I believe in
That’s what I create
Losing all of myself
I’m not gonna try
To fix it this time
I’ve seen you so much in my thoughts
That’s why I’m ready
Ready to destroy
Tell me the things you wanna hear
I will react with anything I want
Leave me but don’t ever leave me
Kill me with your haunting words
Lose me
But don’t ever forget