Redeemer

I am a mothers shame and an old mans regret.
My habits of mistakes ruin with every step.
I’m past the point of no return. No redemption.
I never thought I’d hate myself like this again.
(What did I do?)
Where did I go wrong?
(What did I do?)
I thought I knew me all along.
(What did I do?)
I’m becoming what I hate.
(What did I do?)
Where the fuck did I go wrong?
Now I sit and think.
I retrace my steps.
How did I get like this?
I crushed a girl who meant the world.
I ate at my soul and soon I became the worst.
Everything I did wrong now eats me internally.
Now my reflection can’t stand the sight of me.
(What did I do?)
Where did I go wrong?
(What did I do?)
I thought I knew me all along.
(What did I do?)
I’m becoming what I hate.
(What did I do?)
Where the fuck did I go wrong?
Now I sit and think.
I retrace my steps.
How did I get like this?
There’s no redemption at the end of this song
I can’t erase everything I did wrong
So fuck this melody that helps me forget
I can’t undo, can’t undo everything I regret