Turn to Dust

Had a dream I was someone else
Had a dream I was just like you
But then I woke up
You’ve made it clear that you’ve always felt
We shouldn’t take this sitting down
Why don’t you stand up
Just let yourself fall apart
I just let myself fall apart
Why don’t you let it all fall apart
I don’t need your guidance
I just need time to adjust
I don’t want your phone call
It was never quite enough
I don’t need your whole heart
I just like your company
I can see right through you
'Cause you’re just a memory
I could have sworn that I read the book
Could have sworn that I read the book
But then I choked up
I could have sworn that I felt secure
Ignoring the voice I heard
But now I’m fucked up
I don’t want to feel so uncertain
I don’t want to be so afraid
I am feeling so exhausted
I guess that I’ll sleep all day
I don’t need your doctrine
I just need time to adjust
I don’t want your kingdom
I would rather turn to dust
If I’m trying to reach you
Put it all into a prayer
I will talk to myself
You were never really there
To tell the truth I think I need some time alone
To tell the truth I think I’d rather be at home
Don’t want to hurt nobody
Don’t want to be nobody
To tell the truth I think we’re all just skin and bone
I don’t need your guidance
I just need time to adjust
I don’t want your kingdom
I would rather turn to dust
If I’m trying to reach you
Put it all into a prayer
I will talk to myself
You were never really there