stupid and ugly

I feel like shit
Throw me in the trash
Pop four pills
I spent all my cash
Rubber band on my wrist
Smoking on some gas
Dont know if its it girl
Wonder if its gonna last
My anxiety is through the roof
Girl what do i gotta prove to you
Every time u lie i know the truth
All i think about is me and you
Me and you
All the times that i said im sorry
Now im stuck alone with nobody
Please just love me kiss me and hug me
Even though im stupid and ugly
I wanna be doing something with you
Instead im stuck here alone in my room
And i got your back
You know that thats true
I guess ill just cry
Its all that i do
Tell me about your day
Can i make it okay
Wanna see a big smile on your face
Everyday everyday everyday
Just so lost inside
Taking drugs all night
Done with living my life
I guess someday ill die
I just wanna feel normal
I just wanna feel normal