Waters

I dream in blue and green of all the things that I have seen
Of waters wide and clean and I know
That in the moment that I drown it’s always you who is around
I’ve made my peace with that and so
As the water begins
To slide up my skin
And I’m fighting giving in to you
Like those moments before
When you walked out the door
Leaving me in need of more from you
I need more from you
Well I can breathe, I can see
Death he doesn’t bother me
I’ve been thinking it’s a peaceful way to go
I’m moving out, from the shore
And I can’t hear you anymore
There is something calling me from down below
And you, I knew
You’d think that I would know by now
That struggling will wear me out
It doesn’t help to plead or shout for you
Coz everytime we end up here
My lonely, stupid, crazy fear is
I’m sick to death you’ll disappear
from view
Oh and as the water begins
To slide up my skin
And I’m fighting giving in to you
Like those moments before
When you walked out the door
Leaving me in need of more from you
I need more from you
Well I can breathe, I can see
Death he doesn’t bother me
I’ve been thinking it’s a peaceful way to go
And I’m moving out, from the shore
I can’t hear you anymore
There is something calling me from down below.