I'm So Pathetic

You long for rest
And count the awful days
You speak like
Nothings ever challenged you before
Away with words
You start to disagree
You look like
Something must’ve had at you before
And I knew it would happen
I tried to get the light
It’s part of why i risk my head
In light of having more;
And heaven knows
Heaven knows me
It’s in my work
The cast is setting in
I hang like no one’s ever
Knocking at the door
So love this sense
And start your bothering
I paint the colors that
Enamored you before
I’m so pathetic
It knows me well enough
To understand my longing
Those walls are closing in
I will divide
I’m ready