Procrastinating

So here I am it’s 3 A. M
I don’t know where to begin
Time’s running out and
There’s no doubt that i feel
Like throwing in the towel
With no way I can get this
Start finished
I try and try and wonder why
The answers never come
Guess this is it, I’m tired and sick
Of always feeling undone
I’ve tried it all but there is
Still something missing
So I’m a day late
At least a buck short
I’ve got no chance to make this on my own
I don’t have it made
I’m nowhere near the shade
Will You step in this life and take control
Show me the way
I know that slow and steady wins the race
But slow to me 'cause I can’t see
Is like a lightning pace
And all I get is nowhere constantly waiting
Are You still there and do you care
About what I’m feeling now
I’d like to see what i could be
Without this holding me down
But I’m too scared of
Taking this chance and failing
So I’m a day late
At least a buck short
I’ve got no chance to make this on my own
I don’t have it made
I’m nowhere near the shade
Will You step in this life and take control
I’m always waiting, procrastinating
I feel so useless on my own
You’re always waiting just in time to save me
I’m not so useless, I’m not alone
So here I am
It’s 3 A. M — no better time to begin
So I’m a day late
At least a buck short
I’ve got no chance to make this on my own
I don’t have it made
I’m nowhere near the shade
Will You step in this life and take control
Take control