Shame

Full of shame and all the blame
I can’t name my own mistakes
Moving through the dirt I lay
Fighting through the emotions I faced
I can’t run I can’t hide
I see the sun it burns my eyes
The pain of some I feel it it inside
But no one cares when I’m inside
It gets worse when the days go by
It doesn’t get easier because I never go outside
My heart is blue it bleeds for you
I’m impatient I can’t eat food
You say I’m a fool a fool for you
I’ve been used and I’ve been bruised
But I’ve gone around and looked for you
But you lost me and I want you
And I caught the bait
And I’m grabbing a noose
Until you say to come with you
It gets worse when the days go by
It doesn’t get easier because I never go outside