Rearview

I wither within
When I’m without
Baptized in sin
And blessed with doubt
Most nights I hardly know myself
Sometimes I feel like someone else
Was I ever good enough for you
There’s always someone
I’m tryna live up to
I can never get to you
You always seem closer in the rearview
Underneath, all apathy
You’re woven into my tapestry
Did you ever love me at all?
Sometimes I start to lose control
Was I ever good enough for you
There’s always someone
I’m tryna live up to
I can never get to you
You always seem closer in the rearview
You love me
I love you
You don’t love me anymore
I still do
I’m sorry
I’m trying
I hate it when you catch me crying
You love me
I love you
You don’t love me anymore
I still do
I’m sorry
I’m trying
I hate it when you catch me crying