Sent U 2 Many XOs

I’m happy to have spoken to you today, and
I’m sorry for asking difficult questions
I just feel guilty
Done, on my own, thinking of you
Reminding myself of the things that we’d do
Telling the new ones you’re gone with the old me
While wishing for you in the midst of them all
It burns how I miss you despite that you broke me
Left in this void with the thought of your voice
Happiness is numbness and my normal is this low
Could not get this over through you so I’m writing you a song to say
I don’t care, I don’t give a fuck, I don’t want to know
I’m too numb to give a damn since you fell so low
Happiness is numbness and my normal is this low
Could not get this over through you so I’m writing you a song to say
I don’t care, I don’t give a fuck, I don’t want to know
I’m too numb to give a damn since you fell so low
Happiness is numbness and my normal is this low
Could not get this over through you so I wrote this fucking song
Look me in the eyes before you go and ask a question
Does it look like I’m okay?
If they are blank the devil’s in me
Everything that I got held up inside
Anger pent up hate seeps right through my eyes
I’m sick and I’m tired of making you cry
But somedays I wake up just wanting to die
Happiness is numbness and my normal is this low
Could not get this over through you so I’m writing you a song
You twisted me up and then tore me apart
Played with my heart and then took it for granted
Joke’s on you
Who wants who back?
I don’t care, I don’t give a fuck, I don’t want to know
I’m too numb to give a damn since you fell so low
Happiness is numbness and my normal is this low
Could not get this over through you so I’m writing you a song to say
I don’t care, I don’t give a fuck, I don’t want to know
I’m too numb to give a damn since you fell so low
Happiness is numbness and my normal is this low
Could not get this over through you so I wrote this fucking song
And now, you seem in a good place