Look Away

Do you think I’d let you watch me fall?
Ever watch me fall
How many times will it be fine?
When will it be enough?
Words like a double-edged blade but harmless compared to those eyes, that
Radiate with pity
No need to say it out loud
I’ve already read your mind
The tempest will rip through this lands and the flood will wash away this vanity
All this blame but why should I feel ashamed?
I know how you operate
I’m always going to be the one that you love to hate
You’ve always looked away, away from this, away from me
Either way I’ll find a way to exist
Not even a lifetime can prepare you
And you will never understand. I’ll be counting the days 'til you are silent
I’ll be counting the days 'til you are silent. I am counting the days until you
will be silent
All this blame but why should I feel ashamed?
I know how you operate
I’m always going to be the one that you love to hate
You’ve always looked away, away from this, away from me
Either way I’ll find a way to exist
Look at this, look at me. Through your doubt I found a way to exist
Beauty lies in the eye of the beholder. The damage is already done
Beauty lies in the eye of the beholder
Do you think I’d let you watch me fall?
Ever watch me fall
I’d rather have my body be numb from this constant fight than being safe from
behind a glass wall. With bloody knuckles I will not let you oppress me
How can you be so dumb to think that you’ll watch me fall