Afterthought

I just got this one question for you
Do I cross your mind at all
Or am I just an afterthought
I guess it’s just our after all
How’d it take you so long? (It's strange)
‘Cause you say things that no one (would say)
When you go do your own thing
I was thinking hopefully
You would come around by coincidence
I know they ain’t who they said and they can’t treat you correct
But how the fuck am I mad girl I don’t do shit ‘bout that
And I’d ask you questions try to break the tension
I don’t know why, I think that I
I just got this one question for you
Do I cross your mind at all
Or am I just an afterthought
I guess it’s just our after all
That’s how I’m reminded
‘Bout everything you told me that I did
You made me feel like you didn’t like it
Well why didn’t you fight it
You had me misguided
And I been smoking more than I usually do
Start believing all of my moves ain’t true
Doing shit that I wouldn’t do to you
Only thing I knew’d make you stay more
You know what I’d pay for
I just got this one question for you
Do I cross your mind at all
Or am I just an afterthought
I guess it’s just our after all
Practicing patience
Mind steady pacing
I know how the cycle goes
But I done found some new sensations to hide from you
Yeah I know there’s people
Looking through the peep hole
Wanna see me on sideline that’s why I keep my team close
Crazy how they wanna study you and they still unstable
Looking through your rear view I see things that I know
I just got this one question for you
Do I cross your mind at all
Or am I just an afterthought
I guess it’s just our after all