Disgusting

My heart goes at the speed of light
But the exit signs always on my mind, always in my sight.
I can say that I really want to stay,
But the devil inside always wins the fight, always gets his way.
Jump out the window gotta get out on the highway,
Think things have getting too attached I need an escape.
I’m seeing stars and there is nothing more that I hate, baby.
There is something that I gotta say.
It’s disgusting, how I love you.
God, I hate me. I could kill you.
Cause your messing up my name.
Gotta walk my talk my fame, but I just want to touch your face.
It’s disgusting.
It’s disgusting, how you changed me.
From a bandit to a baby.
Thinking about gotta change my name,
If I’m gonna walk this walk of shame.
Look at what you do to me.
It’s disgusting.
My mind blinks like a traffic light.
It’s green and red and stop and go. Changing all the time.
And it makes me scared, that I haven’t loved.
That it’s still right here, more or or or less.
Stuck out in traffic, ya, I gotta go my own way.
My head is slipping, too intense I need an escape
I’m seeing stars and there is nothing more than I hate, baby.
There is something that I gotta say.
It’s disgusting, how I love you.
God, I hate me. I could kill you.
Cause your messing up my name.
Gotta walk my talk my fame, but I just want to touch your face.
It’s disgusting.
It’s disgusting, how you changed me.
From a bandit to a baby.
Thinking about gotta change my name,
If I’m gonna walk this walk of shame.
Look at what you do to me.
It’s disgusting.
Chapter by chapter, I’m falling faster and faster,
Becoming manic and magic it’s so romantic I panic, oh.
Hit the eject button but it must be stuck, somethings up.
What did you slip into my drink? Baby.
It’s disgusting, how I love you.
God, I hate me. I could kill you.
Cause your messing up my name.
Gotta walk my talk my fame, but I just want to touch your face.
It’s disgusting.
It’s disgusting, how you changed me.
From a bandit to a baby.
Thinking about gotta change my name,
If I’m gonna walk this walk of shame.
Look at what you do to me.
It’s disgusting.
Oh, it’s disgusting
Oh, it’s disgusting
Look at what you do to me.
Oh, look at what you do to me.
It’s disgusting.
Disgusting.