Complaisance

Locked down, fading, helpless
Dragged down by the claw
Waiting, patience draining
I can’t take this anymore
I’m freeing myself of
The burden of needing
My only sovereignty
Is choosing my being
Will you take my hand and
Guide me to the wall?
I want to look over
The edge and take the fall
The state is always chosen but the
Decision is always mine to make
When I’m tied and frozen
There is no one but myself to blame
This is my creation and I
Made it so I could com to know pain
As I stand here crying
I realiz that I enjoy the rain
I’m freeing myself of
The burden of needing
My only sovereignty
Is choosing my being
Flying as I’m drowning
No difference anymore
Satisfaction is all
That I can control