Deals

I wanna see you when you come home
I wanna feel like the real thing
You’re making deals but they’re no good
Sometimes it feels like an ending
You think it’s easy but I can’t stop
I’ve got a feeling that I can’t shake
I’m counting sheep with the lights off
I’m counting steps as you walk away
I wanna sleep but I’m wide awake
You don’t wanna hear about it
My own voice is alive
You’re still fine here without me
I can’t seem to figure it out
I wanna be there for the long haul
I’m scared to tell you what I really think
I could’ve told you there was something more
I’d be lying just to see you sing
It’s never easy when you’re so close
I’m feeling better when I’m far away
I’m hearing voices through the thin wall
It’s not enough to make me wanna stay
You don’t wanna hear about it
My own voice is alive
You’re still fine here without me
I can’t seem to figure it out
You don’t wanna hear about it
You’re still fine here without me