Waste

It’s a beautiful day outside
But I can’t see the colors
The sun is shining high
But I can’t feel it’s warmth
The birds are singing bright
But I can’t hear their melody
All I ever know is gray
And I keep finding ways
To waste my days
The phone keeps ringing
But I don’t have an answer
I’m too tired to find myself again
I wanna tell you that it all gets better
But I don’t trust myself anymore
And I keep finding ways
To waste my days
And I keep finding ways
To waste away
I keep finding ways
To waste my days
I keep finding ways
To waste away
To waste away