How I Learned to Disappear

When it’s all
About life
Then it can be enough
When you is what defines me Then I be on my own
Rubberband-ish
And gone
Have I ever been here?
How I learned to disappear
How I learned to not be here
Silence is violence
So words seem to be the cure
But they are just little crutches
They don’t get us halfway through
Guess what
I feel for you
To be verbally left out
No words mean no perception
Tell me That is how
I learned to disappear
How I learned to not be here
How I learned to disappear
How I learned to not be here
How I learned to disappear
How I learned to not be here
How I learned to disappear
How I learned to not be here
How I learned to disappear
How I learned to not be here
How I learned to disappear
How I learned to not be here
When my laughter’s kept within
And tears are all I got
To express sorrow and beauty
I guess that’s not enough
Wash me Away
Into a shade of gray
That is Yeah
How I learned to disappear
How I learned to not be here
How I learned to disappear
How I learned to not be here
How I learned to disappear
How I learned to not be here
How I learned to disappear
How I learned to not be here
How I learned to disappear
How I learned to not be here
How I learned to disappear
How I learned to not be here
How I learned to disappear
How I learned to not be here
How I learned to disappear
How I learned to not be here
And what I Wish for me Is the strength to wait and see
And what I Wish for us Is the guts to run from our past
All the stupid things that scare us All the stupid things that make us All the stupid things that scare us All the stupid things that make us How I learned to disappear
How I learned to not be here
How I learned to disappear
How I learned to not be here
How I learned to disappear
How I learned to not be here
How I learned to disappear
How I learned to not be here