Doubt

I wanna be your saint
But I end up a pain
I wanna be your love
But I can’t get my mind off this drug
Somebody please won’t somebody help me out
'Cuz I can’t decide just what it is I think I wanna feel right now
These walls are closing in, I’m sick as a dog with doubt
But I want more
I wanna be inside
She shows me how to feel alive
I wanna be a good friend
But I end up alone once again
Somebody please won’t somebody help me out
'Cuz I can’t decide just what it is I think I wanna feel right now
These walls are closing in, I’m sick as a dog with doubt
But I want more
But I want more
Lock myself up in this room
With a pocketful to dull the pain
Try to find some inner peace
But the silence is driving me insane
Comfortable in ropes and chains
Cuts off the flow of thoughts that I don’t want to feel today
Conscious now, but not the same
Fall again and I don’t know what I feel today
What I want to feel today
I’m fed up with today
What I want to feel today
I wanna be your saint
But I end up a pain
I wanna be your love
But I can’t get my mind off this drug
Somebody please won’t somebody help me out
'Cuz I can’t decide just what it is I think I wanna feel right now
These walls are closing in, I’m sick as a dog with doubt
But I want more
I want more