Envy

I need a reason
And no one is here to tell me
I need a reason
Cuz I’m just bathing in envy
Don’t go, I’m lonely
No purpose, don’t hurt me
I need a reason
And no one is here to tell me, nah
And there’s no one
No there’s no one here
Stay too close and you’ll end up in a body bag
I’m unstable, I don’t know how many meds I’ve had
I’m a lost soul, no control
Get out my head
Get out my head, yah, yah
I don’t know how to feel no more
Get on my hands and knees and scream while I bang on the wall
You look at me and I act like nothing’s wrong at all
But inside I feel like I might just go fucking end it all (it all)