Solus

I’m having bad thoughts again
I’m scared to tell all my friends
Maybe I’ll fall asleep at the wheel
And not feel a thing
I’m at a loss, I’ve got nothing to say
I need something to go my way
Put everything before myself
I’ll bite my tongue till the blood fills my mouth
Please tell me I’ll be okay alone
I need to know I’ll be okay alone
I can feel my voice fade
I can feel the partings
I can feel myself die slow
I’m the only one who knows
All my memories feel so far away
I don’t know if anything I think or feel is real
I hope people notice that I’ve changed
I’m scared they’ll only see the ways that I’m the same
Please tell me I’ll be okay alone
I need to know I’ll be okay alone
I can feel my voice fade
I can feel the partings
I can feel myself die slow
I’m the only one who knows
When will it be over?
Will you take it out of my hands?
I’ve carried it for so long
Sometimes I think I’m too far gone
I can feel my voice fade
I can feel the partings
I can feel myself die slow
I’m the only one who knows