Surrender

My life reminds me of everything I said it wouldn’t be
It’s kinda sad, who’d believe?
Shooting for perfection would backfire on me
Only one thing left to try
I’m reaching for the white flag cause I’m
Ready to surrender
I can’t do this by myself
My truth became a joke
But it ain’t so funny from the end of my rope
It gets bad, hell I never knew
When you hit the bottom, you’ve got more falling to do
I’m not quite ready to hold
I’m still getting used to letting go
But I’m ready to surrender
I can’t do this by myself
I’m hard headed and it’s hard for me to ask for help
I’m ready to surrender
I can’t do this by myself
I’m hard headed and it’s hard for me to ask for help
I’ve lost everything and I’ve fought this long and I don’t know,
there ain’t no winner
So I’m giving up cause I’m strong enough to surrender
When walls come down
It hurts but you learn to lay your hammer down