State Of Mine

I can remember
I prefer to forget
I’d rather drown and sink
Than float in regret
Circumnavigate the plate
How did I spend 5 years fishing the bait
Fuck
Is heaven a place or a state of mine
Can I stand on the gates
Overtake the line
Are these demons I face a state of mine
Do I leave it to fate
Or get in line
One step in and i’m bleeding it out
Words fly out without a glimmer of doubt
Morning sickness; house arrest
Will you bail me out
Beg forgiveness
I can remember
I prefer to forget
Sit back view the world through a vignette
Circumnavigate the plate
How did I spend 5 years fishing the bait
Is heaven a place or a state of mine
Can I stand on the gates
Overtake the line
Are these demons I face a state of mine
Do I leave it to fate
Or get in line
Is heaven a place
Is heaven a place
Or just a state
A state of fucking mine
Well I’ll leave it up to my demons to define
Is heaven a place or state of mine
Your ignorance is evident
Incompetent benevolence
When sniffing is the precedent
Just a medicine for the impediment
Of an arrogance so innocent
Just your benevolent experiment
Identity embezzlement
I’ll delegate my temperament
How could I go wrong
Is heaven a place or a state of mine
Can I stand on the gates
Overtake the line
Are these demons I face a state of mine
Do I leave it to fate
Or get in line