Beware of the Sun

I’ve never felt this good about anything
Anytime or anyone
I walked straight into the sun
And let the light erase my mind
I want it all, I want everything all at once
In order and under my control
We always get what we deserve
Sometimes it feels like I 'm the only one
The sun is shining just for me
I took it out
I put it on
I let it go
And then I pushed it down
You gotta
Overdose on moments that brighten your days
Shed the skin burned from your mistakes
Everything you love forever
The same mind but with a changing face
Sun kissed and then dismissed
Obsessed with a color that you can’t see
Stuck searching with holes in your hands
Never realizing that’s what you’ll always be
I took it out
I put it on
I let it go
And then I pushed it down
I pushed it down
I pushed it down